Lost Without You

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I’d never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Sweetie, I dunno what to say to make you feel better, I have never seen you this sad before. I think it’s my fault, because I couldn’t be there for you even though I promised I would. Sometimes I think if you didnt know me, would you be happier? I mean like at least you wouldn’t want to come here and like maybe you don’t have to choose between me and everything else. You know I would do everything for you, if without me you would be happier, I don’t mind being the one who suffer. I just hope you feel better soon. I know the road in front of us is gonna be tough, but it doesn’t matter how difficult it is, I will hold your hands and go through it with you.

i have so much to say i dunno where to begin. Maybe i should start by saying i love you and that you are the most important person of my life. I miss you even when i am with you. when you are not here i think about you all the time, i wanna tell you how much i miss you and how much i love you.

Every time you tell me you love me, you make me fall in love with you even more! Every time you say sorry, i feel like it’s the end of the world. Every time you tell me how much i mean to you, i want to hold you in my arms and never let go. 

You make me smile, make me cry, make me feel the love is true:)

sorry for being mean to you today, i didnt mean to do that. I just felt very insecure and so afraid of losing you one day you find out how bad i really am. Of course i would do housework with you, of course i would walk you home, and of course i would carry you if you get tired. Just promise never leave me ok? I’ll love you forever and ever ♥